Sunday, October 7, 2012

development

i don't know how many times in the past i have written about development. if you give someone with exceptional creative and thinking abilities resources to build new .....  it will progress technology. it does not happen.
you may think science and people who study... but to conceptualise and idea and make it work from doable technology in your mind, and then to develop it from there and then to create new ideas along the way is the key. better than someone who does not have this ability.

Monday, August 27, 2012


we are all books containing thousands of pages and within each of them lies an irreparable truth
"Oliver Bowden"

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

ear fungus/bacteria? ear and brain pain for long periods of time?

disorder
fungi/bacteria that enters the ear that causes pain in ear and sometimes brain for long periods of time (months to years)

symptons
ear and brain pain, shooting pain in to brain from ear. loss of personality/sole.

treatment
in this order
clean bedding*
vacuum
Shower well
disinfect ear with anti fungal / antibiotic(precipitation)

avoid cleaning ear wax too often as it create natural defense.

Being re-infected often?
 treatment should be done after 24 hours as body may fight it off naturally.

 without showering and cleaning bedding anti-fungal liquid is not as effective and the infection comes back.

treatment 2 in this order
  • new bedding*
  • vacuum (optional)
  • use antibiotic/antifungal. like gramicidin-neomycin-nystatin combination. they normally come with anesthetic but it is the gramicidin-neomycin-nystatin that fixs the problem. 
  • I have used other things to clear infection, vinegar, can help (not every day but ever couple+ days). Garlic (also not good every day) but works. in both ears for 1 hour (optional). Canesten liquid BAD, too strong, told myself I will never put that in my ears again. Maybe low Canesten to water solution or cream may be ok but I am never going to use it again, due to having problems with full strength liquid.  
  • Shower well
  1. wash around and inside ear with hand with soap or shampoo  (anti-dandruff shampoo is anti-fungal and may help..). Or not to get water in ear use hand disinfectant around ear, or use antibiotic/antifungal, just outside of ear should be clean as well if possible. 
  2. Water in ears is generally not a good idea, sometime ear gets filled with junk, if you have junk and ear problem this can feel very nice to fill ear syringe  with diluted shampoo and washout inside ear, then fill ear syringe with water for rinse. ears should not remain wet for long period (that is not good, do not do this if ear remain wet). 
  3. fill ear with antibiotic/antifungal liquid solution suitable for ears. (or maybe cotton buds for vinegar)
  • disinfect chair/upholstery keyboard with oust disinfectant spray
  • Repeat putting antibiotic/antifungal (options) liquid in ears over next few days if needed (recommended) 
 without showering, cleaning bedding, and washing inside ear anti-fungal liquid is not as effective and the infection comes back.


reoccurrence
Shower,
clean cloths, if bed has been slept in after symptoms also clean bedding
antibiotic/antifungal liquid solution suitable for ears








test what this is ? isolate organism(s)  what's it's name(s).  do people with these symptoms have it.  who else has it.  where does it come from.  how common is it.  could it be a human skin disease spread to others, maybe lives in the soil, or human filth, or spread by animal.  most people seem  immune,  and some may not know or acknowledge.  type 1 some to severe pain. type 2 slight to no pain, maybe lowered brain function.  passably type 3 contaminated but immune, passably breading in unhygienic environment.


o
ccurrence
noticed after seeing certain individuals of low hygiene or same symptoms
pet contaminated area
some supermarkets.
some public locations
other



background
I have been suffering from reoccurrence of severe headaches from ear infections for 12 year, I created a business at home so i could test reoccurrence more accurately and found it was outside occurrence. It created long term head pain   Originally I found garlic in my ears fixed the problem but I could only  administer it once a week due to damage if to frequent, turns out other people had the same idea, also ear numbing/anticongestant with some kind of selling agent help because of the selling agent. Once I found out that anti-fungal ear drop fix the problem I did not want to go to the doctors often for the prescription and eventually found cure above.

Friday, June 29, 2012

motivation / motivation for work/self employment ^somewhere

Control Your Thoughts
 when you don't like where its going quieten your mind to feel who you are and feel good
...you can control the way you feel
like quitting cigarettes
who is a man who can not control what he thinks about? 
everyone gets bad thoughts (most people); most people know they are wrong, but why not just stop thinking about it.
if you can control your thoughts it helps in controlling your life


Stop masturbating x 10 day period
becuase not doing it help you work, plus other bonuses, maybe all you have to do

02e10 merlins love spell poison, is not reality unless you had hormones and built as human 




Work sucks but i am a [-------], this is just my day job
-sg1 2005-

I HAVE NO MONEY FOR RENT YOU FUCKERS.    OR ANYTHING ELSE.         WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO ...................
I HAVE NO JOB NO INCOME.   JUST LET ME FUCKING WORK.

I NEED A FULL TIME JOB.
8 Hours a day 5 days a week


strat with question : why do this x work /projects / package
to be a function of society
gear wheal
helpful


what is work :
fill a need ;
support a needed function
do it well


don't do it for money
do it for importants
or people
or becuase its needs to be done

doing things for money gives me no motovation



IF YOU DON’t PLAY
YOU WILL NEVER WIN



SOMEONE HOW CAN GET THE JOB DONE  "is what he needs"




Want to get through your work?
Have only your work open infront of you.
Open only your work and not distractions.
Do it or don't do it; just don’t open or get into non-work.
P.S. writing this is a distraction



While thinking about the meaning of life I thought,
people should to do what they are good at. like what you were born to do,or are good at doing. so humanity works somehow.
maybe just a part of the meaning of life, at least this gives me motivation for work.




A man who thinks too much: can get lost

quieten your thoughts to let your mind show you what it needs to. continued....







 first 10 minutes of every morning: (are for):
-  self awareness and comprehension
- feeling good in yourself is the most important thing
AND NOT FOR:
Thinking about your plans


X coffee and work before anything else seems fine.




Cred-of-courage - Just.Visiting.2001.DVD


Why do we fall down, to learn how to pick ourselves up again.
""




IF YOu die,
When your dead
what does it matter
dont fuckup or worry or complicate your life
it does not matter




alow your self to see the future
what people will see
what people wil do
what is the best for me
common things
.... what is going to happen ..
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING ARE THE THINGS YOU ARE SHOWN






WORK:  work on the path and not the end result



















Don’t put off tomorrow
what you can do today





 one project done today, and one tomorrow
Target orientation





YOU DONT NEED TO BE PARANOYED ABOUT ANYTHING
AS LONG AS YOU DO YOUR WORK, YOU WILL HAVE MONEY TO GET YOU BY!!!W!




Fuckit
Fuck them
Just do your work





IF YOU DONT GET AHEAD
YOU CANT GET THROUGH





OFF FOR 6 HOURS

















Don't think about it, it's not hard, just do it.
I mean if you think about it you're wasting time.  If you just do it then its done :-)


Likes I found for work motivation:



i drink wine. like right now. I like wine.
people who cant understand how their own business works annoy me.